my life is a joke. one big fat joke.

i got a haircut... it looks like this...



even my haircut is kind of a joke. i mean i like it. but it's funny.

i need to go back to school where i can do something other than drink beer, smoke cigarettes and sit in my backyard. not that i won't partake in similar activities at school but at least when i'm there it will be interspersed with moments of productivity... hopefully.

i miss hanging out with annicka and kelsey. they're great. someday i want twin daughters and i want them to grow up to be annicka and kelsey just so i can claim responsibility for raising such cool people.

kate is supposed to be in dallas tomorrow. im in san diego. i think my parents thought that being here would make me feel less like dookie. but i still feel like dookie. this summer has been totally NUTS.

sorry this entry is sad verging on pathetic but you see... right now, i'm enjoying feeling sad and verging on pathetic. it suits me for the moment.

now im going to try and figure out how to fix my hair in a manner that still looks okay but isnt sticking up all over the place. or maybe i'll just stick it up all over the place bc i like it that way. wish me luck.