today was a good day for 5 reasons.

1.) just to stir things up a little bit at greenhill school, i went to my brothers holiday choir concert looking like a big dyke. on the whole, i'd say they really just don't know what to do with me.

2.) taran rolled over for me at anni's house tonight and then proceeded to snuggle with me and watch me eat my frosty. he loves me.

3.) i haven't smoked a cigarette since thursday and tonight i made a very deliberate decision not to go to the gas station and further fuel my habit.

4.) i'm finally realizing just how neurotic i've been about this whole breakup thing which, listen, i know it happened a while a go. it's time to move on. like now. im quitting pot, cigarettes, slacking and mooning over kate. seriously. all of those things are gone.

5.) the aforementioned "things im quitting" goal might also be helped along by the fact that i have a litttle crush. nothing serious, nothing to write home about - it's just nice to realize there are other girls on this planet again.

woo. only 15 days until i find out about my mystery vacation. god i can't wait.