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i had dinner with my dad's mom, otherwise known as my paternal grandmother, at this lovely little french bistro on state street this evening... yuppie-trendy state street. after her 3rd glass of wine she got a little chatty and began talking about some charity that she has just started supporting called Reading in Motion. the acronym for this charity is R.I.M... naturally. unfortunately, throughout most of her description she generally followed the acronym with the word "job" which led to a conversation, in a very packed restaurant, where sentences such as "So I took this new RIM job" were uttered maybe a dozen times.

i was in the 5/6th grade classroom for most of the day today. it was pretty okay. however, at about 11:30, as happens everyday in that classroom - according to aaron, there was a complete and utter breakdown on the part of the children. literally i looked into their crazed eyes as they darted around the room screaming and throwing their arms in the air and saw nothing registering human thought. it was terrifyingly funny. brandon... the boy who masturbated in music/drama class last week... was running around with this huge blue and yellow umbrella singing "I Will Survive" at the top of his lungs while 8-12 girls were doing kartwheels and roundoffs and 15 boys ran around fake shooting eachother. mass chaos. aaron and i tried to regain control but eventually we just sat down, put our heads in our hands, and laughed.

the new freshman are on facebook. all the gay ones have friended me already. on the whole they seem like mostly stereotypical freshman - which im not going to deny i was exactly 1 year ago. te funniest thing i've notice thus far is that on the LU class of 2010 group one of the posts on the message board is "Raise your hand if you're vegitarian/vegan".

i still remember the first search i did on facebook last summer... search-advanced search-sex: female, interested in: women. there were 4 and i thought i was going to die and probably would never have sex. and i also still remember, very distinctly, getting kate's friend request and thinking, "hey, she's cute". who would have thought. what a crazy year: too much alcohol, too much weed, and way too little school work. it sure was fun though - i regret nothing - as the saying goes... this is the life we chose.

i went to the Virgin megastore today after work and have decided that there is still something magical about going into a store and physically browsing for cds. it's a magic that itunes will never be able to replicate. i bought a couple cds to send to my significant other and also bought this funny "Best of Trance" cd that was on sale thinking it would take me back to my stoner days in marshall and tj's room. let's just say listening to trance when you're not baked out is just not enjoyable.

i miss kate a whole lot. i feel like i forget what it's like to kiss her which makes me sad. she called me "bunny" tonight in a message she left me which she hasn't done for several days. i forgot how much i love when she calls me bunny. im her bunny.

regina spektor is a genius.

i would like:
more time to practice
more motivation to practice
some time with david becker and janet anthony
a lot of time with my family
august
and kate

that solo's often long but, it's a good refrain. - true that, regina

i'm out. goodnight.